I have been away from IRRI for almost two weeks now. Spending time at home as made me realize just how much I Los Banos had grown on me. I remember how scared I felt during my first week there, and how comfortable I felt right before I left IRRI. I failed to realize just how much I would miss the mountains and the people of the Philippines. I don’t think I can put into words how much I have grown as a researcher and as a person.
Going in, I expected to learn new lab techniques. I imagined I would get to use new equipment and perfect the techniques I already knew of. I knew I would gain experience working in the lab – which I did – but I also learned a lot more than the technical aspect of research. I learned that research takes a lot of patience and perseverance because you rarely ever get the results you had hoped for on the first try. I learned that it is always a team effort. I learned it is okay to ask people questions, no matter how stupid you might think the questions are. I learned it’s acceptable to make mistakes, as long as you don’t keep repeating the same ones. And above all, I learned that you can learn something from everyone.
I miss the fact that everyone I came across – from the guards to the cafeteria workers to my supervisor and everyone who worked in the lab – was more than willing to talk to me. One of the prime examples is the way the guards’ faces lit up when I said “maganda umaga” (good morning) upon entering the building gave me so much joy. They then taught me “maganda japon” (good afternoon), “mangada gabi” (good evening), and “maganda tanghali” (good noon). It made them happy that I was trying, and that made me want to keep learning new greetings.
I miss everything about the Philippines. I miss local shops. I miss the mountains. I miss going on weekend excursions. More than anything else, I miss the people. I miss their kind and helpful nature. I miss how excited they were to see me and help me when I had questions about how the shuttle schedule worked. But just like all good things, my summer in the Philippines has to come to an end. Paalam Philippines, I hope I get to see you again.